By Alex Hawgood — 2019
The reality-show star says he’s living with H.I.V., and speaks about being an addict and a sexual abuse survivor.
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The black box is awkward at best and excruciating at worst. But it’s where change happens.
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"I knew how progressive the disease was. I knew each time I used, I fell faster and faster. I knew when I went out that day I was a dead man. I didn't go out to do drugs. I went out to die."
Addiction is now recognized to be a chronic illness that lurks indefinitely within an addict in recovery.